Sekedar Share Sebuah Masalah

Hi Blogple !

Postingan gw kali ini mungkin hanya skedar curhatan biasa tentang perasaan gw saat ini.
Masalah ini sbnarnya udah jadi beban untuk gue dari dulu.Gw udah sering cerita di diary,tapi siapa yang bisa membaca diary selain gw sendiri ? diary hanya jadi pendengar yg baik tanpa memberi komentar dan menggurui,itu kelebihannya.Tapi diary tetap aja benda mati yang ga bisa ngasih solusi setiap masalah gw.
Cerita ke tmn jga gw pikir ini bukan masalah yg terlalu penting.Pentingkah masalah yang hanya menyangkut di pikiran salah seorang saja ? walaupun memang gunanya teman itu untuk jadi pendengar yang baik,setidaknya gw gama ngebebanin tmn-tmn gw dgn mslah gw yg kita bsa bilang sngat 'sepele'.
Jadi muncul dipikiran gw untuk curhat di media seperti blog,twitter,atau facebook.Tapi pda akhirnya gw slalu memilih blog untuk share masalah gw.Terlalu banyak org fudul dan rese di facebook.Lagian juga gw bkan tipikal org yg suka curhat di status sampai panjaaaang bgt,atau sekedar menulis note.Sedangkan Twitter memang jadi social network favorit gw untuk saat ini.Tapi twitter hanya untuk skda shout out,karakter yg disediakan ga akan ckup untuk mncrtakan mslh gw yg kya gini.

Ok to the point aja,
Pernah ga ngerasa u love someone but he/she doesn't love u back ? honestly perasaan itu yg slalu gw rasain.Dari dulu,mulai first love gw sama seorang co,'belum' ada rasanya yg bener-bener sayang sama gw seperti gw syg sama mereka.
Seneng yg gw rasain karna memiliki seseorang yg gw sayang hanya sesaat dan diawal aja.Kesananya gw selalu ngerasa kecewa dan kewalahan ngadepin co ini.Janji juga hanya janji yg gw dan cowo" itu buat diawal jadian.Kesananya gw akan selalu jadi pihak yang dibohongi dan dibodohi.Gw yang sebisa mungkin nepatin janji.Tapi co dengan gampangnya ingkar gitu aja.3 kali jadian dan akhirnya selalu begitu,bikin gw mikir apa ga ada ya cowo di dunia ini yg bnran bisa sayang sama gw tanpa harus ngoray sekalipun ? Jujur aja gw bukanlah cw yang selalu menganggap masalah sesuatu yang harus dibesar-besarkan,dan menyalahkan co terus.Gw bisa aja pengertian dan maafin co kalau mereka buat kesalahan.Toh ga ada untungnya juga gw marah-marah terus ke mereka.Yang ada malah merusak suasana.
Jadi sekarang wajar aja kalau ada yang bilang 'gw sayang lu.gw bakalan slalu setia sama lu',dan jawaban gw selalu 'BULLSHIT !'.susah buat gw untuk percaya lagi sama omongan mereka.

Terus masalah ini yang lumayan ngebebanin pikiran gw.Seberapa mudah lu ngelupain mantan ? to be honest,butuh waktu yang panjang bagi gw untk ngelupain mantan.Kalau memang dari awal gw udah dpt feel dan sayang banget banget sama dia,dan diawalnya banyak masalah yang bikin gw sulit untuk sayang sama dia,semakin sulit juga gw ngelupain dia disaat udah pisah.Seperti yang satu ini.Gw ga akan menyebutkan namanya,gtau kenapa semanjak hari ini dia adalah topik sensitif yang ga seharusnya gw omongin.Mungkin gw jadian sama dia ga selama waktu sama yg sebelumnya (yang 1 tahun 5 bulan).Tapi gtau knp prsaan gw lbh ke dia dbanding yang lain.Ngelupainnya juga naujubilah susaaah bgt.Bisa dibilang sampai skrg gw masih sangat sangat sayang sama dy.Banyak orang yg bilang gw tolol karna perasaan gw yg berlebihan ke dia.Kata mereka dia udah sering nyakitin gw berkali-kali tapi gw masih syg,non sense !
Jujur aja apa yg udh dia lakuin itu ga seberapa dibanding yang sebelumnya (ternyata 1 tahun 5 bulan,LDR,gw udh di orayin kurang lebih 6x.dan semua tanpa sepengetahuan gw.muka dua lu ga !).Dan setelah dia bilang alasan dia mutusin gw,gw jd ngerti.Karna memang gw bukan tipe dy.Mau seberapapun gw dan dy sama sama syg,klo slh stu pihak udh ngerasa ga nyaman,buat apa juga dilanjutin.Dan skrg dia udah jadian (alhamdulilah ya lama bgt).Awalnya mungkin gw memang cmburu.Tapi kalo dipikir-pikir punya hak apa gw untuk cemburu ? dia juga udh bukan co gw lgi.Ga mungkin juga gw maksain perasaan seseorang.Dan akhirnya gw punya fikiran yang mungkin agak dangdut : gpp dia ga sama gw,asal orang yg gw syg seneng...Iya kan ? memang harus selalu ada pihak yang mengalah demi orang lain.
Selama ini gw sama dia masih kontak"an.Terkadang gw msh srg blg gw syg sama dia.Tapi ya itukan cuma skdar kata kata aja.Gw gada maksud untuk macem macem.Ga ada dalam kamus gw ngerebut co orang.Hoho...
Tapi hari ini buat prtama kalinya gw ngeliat dy sama cwnya bduaan.Yalloooh sakit sih sakit,tapi emang siapa gw ? dan akhirnya mulai hari ini gw memutuskan untuk perlahan-lahan ngejauhin dia.Ga mungkin gw terus sayang sama co orang dan dia juga udah bener-bener syg sama cwenya.Sekali lagi harus gw yg ngalah kan ? gw bakalan nyoba untuk lupain dia.Toh dia juga pasti bakalan lbh tenang nd happy kalau ga ada gw.Apa susahnya buat dia ? dia ga akan rugi sama sekali.Gw hanya melakukan apa yg seharusnya gw lakukan dari dulu.Tadi gw udh mau nyoba untuk jadi sahabatnya,tapi ttp aja gw bkal dkt sama dia.Dan itu malah bikin gw mkin syg.Kalau gitu kapan gw bisa lupanya ?
Dan intinya gw percaya kalau suatu saat juga ada co yg bener-bener syg sma gw,dan gw ga harus lg jadi org yg ngalah.Mungkin ga sekarang dan bukan dia.I just believe that someday my prince will come.

Well panjang banget ya curhatnya ? ga penting memang :p gw berani curhat di blog karena gw yakin ga banyak orang yg visit blog gw.hahaha.kesian bgt sih hidupnyaaa.

For Indonesian-born designer Liquica Anggraini fashion was never simply a hobby or a profession, it was a way of life. Growing up as an army brat in Indonesia, Liquica was constantly relocated to different regions of the lush but often tumultuous archipelago. Every move meant starting fresh with a new culture to comprehend, a new language to learn, and new friends to make. At a time when Indonesia was becoming increasingly aware of high fashion and trends in the West, Liquica soon realized that the easiest way to connect with peers was through her innate sense of style.
By 2007 Liquica’s definitive vision had emerged and she began to lay the foundation for RADENRORO, her debut line in the US.
“Raden Roro” is a title given to royal girls in Indonesia and a phrase that perfectly embodies the feeling of classy exoticism so prevalent in Liquica’s designs. Debuting for the Fall/Winter 2008 season, the RADENRORO collection features unusual fabrics, vintage-inspired cuts, daring color palettes, and a truly unique flair that is sure to captivate fashion-savvy women around the world.

I am proud of there's so many designers from Indonesia, which is very successful in fashion internasional.To see how they are now, Indonesia is also able to indicate industry-leading fashion.I have aspirations to be a fashion desainer.And I hope someday I can be like them.Amien :)

Fallin Love With These Band on Myspace xp

1.Disco Curtis

About Band :
Being in a band can mean anything these days. But for some, the underlying passion of the last 50 years still holds true: Music can bring people together. Disco Curtis thrives on this notion, but they also take it a couple of steps further. It’s their unshakable enthusiasm for both the music and their fans that compliments their memorable pop/rock-tinged rock style. Their debut EP, Play With Fire, Get Burned, is music for the masses, pure and simple.
The Dallas, Texas-based foursome originally came as kids, where a young Howe and Novak first bonded over playing piano and drums, respectively. As the fast friends grew older, various band incarnations came and went, but upon syncing up with Garrett Perales, and later on Brendan Barone, the initial making of Disco Curtis began to take shape.
The band’s overall mission is pretty basic: keeping communication open between them and their fans. “No matter what, we’re never going to change the way we treat our fans and the ways we invest time in them, just like the way they invest time in us,” Novak says. “Regardless of what changes, we always want to have true relationships with our fans. That is our golden rule.”

Disco Curtis are :
Tanner on Vox and Guitar
AJ om Drums
Garret on Guitar (anyway he's so fckn CUTE omg)
Brenden on Bass

Some singles that i like from Disco Curtis :
Ashley,Breaking Hearts,Suprise Me.

Hear Their Music @
http://www.myspace.com/discocurtis


2.Days Difference

About Band :
Jeremy William Smith wasn’t one of those kids who sang into a hairbrush in front of the mirror dreaming of being a famous pop star.Jeremy is now the frontman and chief songwriting force behind Days Difference, a young quartet from Virginia Beach, VA, who are gearing up to release their self-titled debut album — a breezy collection of pop gems that showcases the melody-minded songwriting, expressive vocals, and dynamic piano sound of 21-year-old Jeremy. Jeremy formed Days Difference in May 2004 with his 23-year-old brother Jonathan on drums and another set of brothers, 22-year-old Micah and 23-year-old Jeremiah Ricks, who play bass and guitar, respectively. The siblings met when Jeremy and Jonathan filled in for a no-show pianist and drummer at a high school concert that Micah and Jeremiah were performing. “We jammed it out onstage and the chemistry and connection we had together was incredible,” Jeremy recalls. “We knew it was special and that we had to do something together.” Fully committed to giving the band a shot by May of 2006, Days Difference spent several years honing their propulsive pop sound by opening for artists such as Paramore, Lifehouse, Third Eye Blind, Jack’s Mannequin, and Yellowcard when those artists came through Virginia Beach. In 2007, they released an independent album, Numbers, then embarked on a nationwide tour.

Days Difference are :
Jeremy Smith : Lead Vocals and Piano
Jonathan Smith : Vocals and Drums (XOXO)
Jeremiah Ricks : Vocals and Guitar
Micah Ricks : Bass

Some singles that i like from Days Difference :
Are You Happy,Falling Into You,Radio Song

Hear Their Music @
http://www.myspace.com/daysdifference

3.School Boy Humor

About The Band :
It’s one thing to dream, and entirely another to make that dream reality: If you’re not willing to lay it all on the line, all the talent in the world still won’t bring you any closer to your goal. Despite their youth, this is something that School Boy Humor knows all too well.
From their not-so-distant days playing the clubs and basements of Little Rock, Arkansas all the way to your stereo, SBH have already traveled far and wide to get here, and their time has just begun. Running down the list of setbacks endured and sacrifices the band have made—everything from poverty to estranged parents to axed athletic careers—you have to wonder just what keeps the quartet going. Then you hear the songs, and it all makes sense.
“It’s rough not knowing when you’re going to eat again, or having to beg the promoter to buy you a pizza,” says vocalist/bassist Caleb Spillyards. “But I don’t have to wake up in the morning for a 9-to-5 job, and stress out about homework, and all of the other things we left behind. I think every path you take until you become successful is going to be tough in its own right.”
That spirit pervades the material the band recorded for its digital EP, Camera Shy But Still A Star, and their full-length debut on Vagrant (February 2009). Produced by the Geoff Rockwell (Forever The Sickest Kids, Sky Eats Airplane), the songs marry the band’s love of giant hooks and frenetic riffs with Rockwell’s flair for atypical rhythms and pulsing electronica, making for a sound that’s contemporary but also driving and eclectic. And lyrically, although relationships are a core topic as in most pop music, with powerful compositions like “This Is Your Life,” and “Don’t Look Back,” the band have also focused on something else they know all too well: what it means to be young kids chasing a dream.

SBH are :
Phil : Guitar/Vocals
Anthony Evans : Guitar/Vocals
Caleb Spillyards : Bass/Vocals
Greg : Drums

Some singles that i like from SBH :
Camre Shy,Don't Look Back,Realize

Hear Their Music @
http://www.myspace.com/schoolboyhumor

Georgeous Guys From Myspace ! I luve them !

Hello there good mornin ! Hello there good mornin ! Hello there good mornin ! Hello there good mornin ! Hello there good mornin !

I often visit Myspace.com site since about last 3 days.I love Myspace.There are many cool people.hehe.They're really gorgeous to made a very interesting music.I never get bored everytime i search a new fresh music from my iPOD xp
Anyway i found some new music there.Myspace make my genre music so variate.Here's some :

1.The Ready Set

The Ready Set, the brainchild of Fort Wayne, Indiana’s Jordan Witzigreuter is a one-man alternative pop band influenced by life, love and music.
At 19, Witzigreuter, a recent high school graduate, is a jack of all trades; drummer, singer and keyboardist ready to lay his claim in the music world. Using the moniker The Ready Set, young Witzigreuter writes and records all his own music.
If you like electro pop like owl city, I'm sure you'll easily love the music of this hottie.He makes his music so interesting kind of game.There are some songs that will be referred because I think I've got their own uniqueness.Some of them are : The Blizzard of''89,Melody's Song,and The Sweetest Girl Wyclef.
If you are interested in him just go to his myspace site :
http://www.myspace.com/thereadyset


3.Breathe Electric
Born in the Chicago suburban basement of brainchild Grant Harris in 2007, Breathe Electric was created with you--the listener and soon-to-be biggest fan--in mind. They know the melodies you want to hear and have no qualms with delivering them through heaps of hook and catchy sing-a-long choruses. The strong minds of Japan have already tapped into this resource with an album release, as have many Hot Topics across America. Breathe Electric knows that you love to dance; they encourage it, using both electronic and acoustic drum beats for maximum boogie potential (MBP). Since you enjoy an energetic live show centered around smiles and MBP.Just like 'The Ready Set', Breathe Electric is the solo project of Grant Harris.He put two more person to live, Fassel Kyle on bass and Aaron Eberly on gitar.Some song will reminds us of Cash Cash, and Cobra Starship, although the music is basically a unique and interesting.All the songs on his Myspace playlist reasonable and proper to hear.Especially 'Electronic Lover' The first time I found his page, I immediately fell in love with him.How about ya' guys ?
http://www.myspace.com/breatheelectric


3.Plug In Stereo
His name is Trevor Dahl.First time I opened his myspace site, I thought he was an electrican music .But,i'm wrong.If you like soothing music, the songs deserve to be hear.He's trying to make real music and a.His genre was like pop / country / indie and all easy listening.So far he has made an album called 'I would be if I was'. If you're a typical person who likes hard rock or somethin' like that, it's best not to listen to his music.Cause you will only find a genius who makes music that is very real.I recommend to hear the music while relaxing over a cup of hot chocolate and reading in the morning light hari.dan you will understand why I love the cute curly-haired guy.
Check his mucic out !
http://www.myspace.com/pluginstereo







4.Stephen Jerzak
He is 17-year-old guy from La Crosse, Wisconsin, United States.He move in Pop music genres and Akustik.I do not understand why I was suddenly opened his site.lol.He has severything.His cute, cool, smart, and kreative.Honestly I don't really like the guys who like loud music (the exception of one person). I like guys like him.It's hard to describe what his music like.Maybe littlely like Seconhand Serenade.
Some of the songs that made me fall in love with him: Lonely Hotel Room, King, Party Girl, Small Town Celebrity, Together With the Soundown and OMG I love them all! and BTW, he likes Mario Bross, just like xp me.Ciww
http://www.myspace.com/stephenjerzak










5.REPRESENT !
I introduced another genius guy ! REPRESENT ! hell yeaaah.
I do not know too much about this guy .All i know is he was already had 4 albums and produced many great singles.Hmm interesting.Don't Wake Me Up,Slow Down,Dear You,Perfect Weather,Fresh Won't Define,That Look in Your Eye,Just Begun (feat Kara Carlson),Anyone Else But You,these are several great tunes from this asian look like guy.Oh yeah,his genre is Pop/Rock.One more,you can find his 'Anyone But You' in JUNO soundtrack.cool song huh ?
http://www.myspace.com/represent952





Interest ? just chect their myspace page.If you found another gergeous guy with their music,just tell me.I'll be happy too :D

Great thanks,see ya' again and bye ;)
Enjoy your weekend :)